Who Can I Be

Late at night as i lay in bed,
As many thoughts rush through my head,
I think about the weak and strong,
I question all the right from wrong,

I wonder who could i really be,
I think of what’s gotten into me,
I hang out with the entirely wrong crowd,
All these thoughts i am thinking out loud,

What is this life i am in?
My head is now beginning to spin,
I pace my room without a sound,
Walking in circles round and round,

All these questions i have to ask,
I can never finish a single task,
My heart is beating really fast,
Asking myself will this really last

Nothing i do feels like it’s right,
Even though i am very bright,
Why does it feel this way?,
The exact same thing every day

So here i am thinking in my head,
All the negative things i’ve said,
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be

Sitting here thinking for a while,
I find myself beginning to smile,
All these emotions i have to express,
Letting go of all this stress,

Sitting here in the rain,
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to wilt,
Holding onto all this guilt,

While falling asleep i begin to cry,
Thinking about how hard i try,
As I am beginning to find my way,
I think who am i today

Thinking about all the nights i cried,
Holding all these feelings inside,
Now getting all them off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping for the best,

My life is like a story told,
My heart is something that i hold,
It’s not something on my sleeve,
As many things as i achieve

I think about all the positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee sting,
Life isn’t something I can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside of me

Late at night as i lay in bed,
All these thoughts rushing through my head,
I no longer think about the weak and strong,
Nor do i question the right from wrong.

ज्यान प्यारो मेरो भन्दा तिम्रो मलाई

तिम्रा प्रत्यक शब्द शब्द मिठो लाग्छ मलाई
किनहो किन तिम्रो रिसले पनि खुशीको अनुभव हुन्छ मलाई
यी शब्दकोष बाट शब्द सबै हराय पनि
तिम्रो बयान गर्ने शब्दको खाचो पर्दैन जस्तो लग्छ मलाई

After Long time i m!

Where shall i start from! This is long time i haven't post any thing in my blog. Sometime i use my blog just for review. Today i m going to start new version of my self 2.0 extended. This is humorous but there is my future standing and i m waiting for that time where i have to pack off.